Monday, July 16, 2007
i smiled
that's what he scolded me
"don't make me call you a mother fucker,
bitch, you can fucking go to hell, why don't you just fucked off"
he throw all those words into my face, it's harsh.
i just laugh it off, it's bleeding so bad, i feel nothing at all.
maybe this is what inevitable really means,
when nothing can hurt you no more.
i'm calm those days...
my heart no longer beat like the crashing waves.