Wednesday, October 24, 2007
gosh! I felt as though i nv update my blog for a decades.
nvm. time files.
i didnt have a good head start. amath paper sorta crush my already weaken confident into bits and bits. but i gotta pick myself up. so what if i flunk my amath. gosh, i still hav other subjects while i think i can still excel in.
NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME!
i'm leaving secondary school soon!!
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
GOSH! i feel like crying when i read everyone's blog. their songs are way too emo...
life sucks to the core nowadays. i just cant seem to brush "the number of days to my o lvl" off my mind. it's worse than some kinda disease that invade you. i dreamt of studying, the moment i woke up i went to school to study. seriously i'm in the momentum but is it gonna do me any help.
yiling told me, my greatest enermy is not having enough confident.
well, i agreed!
so how do i gain confident from the next 12 days?
confident pls come back to me.
broke down in front of mum ytd, i just cant suppress it anymore.
the way her expression took a drastic turn, from pleasant to shock.
there i go, asking stupid questions again
"mum, can i always cry in front of you when i dun feel good?"
then i continue
"eh! you long time nv see me cry liao right"
haha! i love mum!
i'm gonna do well for my o lvl, one chance and i'll make sure i give my best shot. weather or not my confident is gonna cum back as long as i see light on my path i'll go for it.
DADDY! I'LL MAKE SURE I SLAM MY RESULT SLIP RIGHT INTO YOUR FACE!!!!
Monday, September 17, 2007
You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had,
everything we had,
everything we had,
everything we had is no longer there.
It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had,
everything we had,
everything we had,
everything we had is no longer there, longer there.
You saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded,
for you.I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exists.
Everything we had,
everything we had,
everything we had,
everything we had.
Everything we had,
everything we had,
everything we had...
I'll be with you wherever you go,through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
Friday, September 14, 2007
yo~
it's been a long time since i last blog.
alright. talk about prelim.
doubt i'm gonna do well, amath paper is gonna be way up in the express way. buang until don't how to buang.
it's so damn difficult though the question looks kinda simple.
i'm screw up badly. told mum i'm gonna do badly, cause all the bad things happened to me at this moment of time. kinda pull down my morale.
nvm! i'm gonna do well in o'lvl. its berating.
alright talk about ytd~
was meeting mum at sembawang mrt station.
buddy sent me there. mum didnt saw him but i told her about him.
tonnes and millions of unanswered question came rushing down to me.
i don't wanna hide things anymore. the feelings is so terrible deep down inside. however, mum take it quite easily, she's not gonna tell dad about it.
but i woulden mind if she tells dad about. i'm prepared for the worse.
god bless.
shop around bugis, nth aint fresh, but the new food junction at parco got me fallen from head over heels. gosh! so big and the food was quite nice lah.
saw helen, twins and apple. stupid helen slap my hair, messed up seh!
shop shop around, didnt catch any sign of ds and geri. fool and play around with mum.
GOSH! I WANNA DIET!. went to try a dress, i love it soooooooooooo much. i realli love it so much. but mum say i'm too fat, not nice.
then went to try a collar tee. the same problem occur!
frustarted loh.
kkz! goin out soon.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
gosh! i nv wanna take pictures again!
why am i nv bless with a photogenic face like other ppl.
the more i look at my own pictures, the more i get irritated, the more i start to hate it!
its 12.30nm now. i cant sleep cause i'm wide awake.
that's the result of excessive chinese tea in comsume.
did some speed reading on china (AND I HATE IT TO CORE)
nvm, at least i get an overview of what the chapter is abt.
called kc up just now, chat with him on the phone.
once the tml's paper is over, i can get a huge loath off my mind.
chatting with ah huat now!
he and crystal is forever so sweet. =)
i'm turning in!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
alright.
gosh. prelim is coming.
i don't know why, but i'm falling ill soon.
sore-throat and headaches. nvm. i feel this way 2 times every year.
to everyone taking exams.
GOOD LUCK GUYS!
Saturday, September 1, 2007
gosh! it's 4.12am now.
i cant go to sleep, my stomach is cramping like hell.
why must girl suffer all these crap. ARGH!!!
I'M SO SLEEPY BUT YET I CANT GO TO SLEEP.
the pain is killing me!!!!!!!!!
