Wednesday, October 24, 2007
gosh! I felt as though i nv update my blog for a decades.
nvm. time files.
i didnt have a good head start. amath paper sorta crush my already weaken confident into bits and bits. but i gotta pick myself up. so what if i flunk my amath. gosh, i still hav other subjects while i think i can still excel in.
NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME!
i'm leaving secondary school soon!!
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
GOSH! i feel like crying when i read everyone's blog. their songs are way too emo...
life sucks to the core nowadays. i just cant seem to brush "the number of days to my o lvl" off my mind. it's worse than some kinda disease that invade you. i dreamt of studying, the moment i woke up i went to school to study. seriously i'm in the momentum but is it gonna do me any help.
yiling told me, my greatest enermy is not having enough confident.
well, i agreed!
so how do i gain confident from the next 12 days?
confident pls come back to me.
broke down in front of mum ytd, i just cant suppress it anymore.
the way her expression took a drastic turn, from pleasant to shock.
there i go, asking stupid questions again
"mum, can i always cry in front of you when i dun feel good?"
then i continue
"eh! you long time nv see me cry liao right"
haha! i love mum!
i'm gonna do well for my o lvl, one chance and i'll make sure i give my best shot. weather or not my confident is gonna cum back as long as i see light on my path i'll go for it.
DADDY! I'LL MAKE SURE I SLAM MY RESULT SLIP RIGHT INTO YOUR FACE!!!!
