Friday, July 27, 2007
i'm dead beat.
so wear out....
i love school nowadays, so fun cracking jokes with all the friends around me.
after sch, walk to cwp with kc to get elaine's birthday presents!
i'm insane in the membrane when i see clothes. OH SHIT!
beside cultivating higher self-esteem, i must work on my self tolerants also. ENOUGH OF CLOTHES!
saw dajie and mk, so we hang around cwp with them, went over to pasta mania (AGAIN!, IS THIS A KIND OF CURSE OR SOMETHING?)
after meal, went over to cold storage to get my yoghurt!
kc realli hates it lah! boys will be boys! HAHAHA!
after that he walk me hm, fool around as usual and forget my stuff as usual! dajie came over my house after a short while. studying was just an excuses.w were chatting all along!
kkz! end of the post!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
i have learn so many things, shed so many tears.
but i know all these tear will not be wasted. i want to make great achievement in my life. I SWEAR.
i'm gonna study like a machine these 2 months.
i MUST shed tears of joy when i recieve my o lvl result next year.
miss dajie alot and i'm so proud of alicia.
she have the gut to walk up to the stage and delicate a speech to her mother, i'm really proud of you.
read dajie's blog. i realli realli miss those days back in the chalet.
cried and drunk so heavily!
this year. i'll cried too! i'm sure. LOVE ALICIA & GERI!
kc walk me home today.
finally, we had a heart to heart chat. i gotta say sorry.
i was being so inconsiderate. playing with guys in front of you. didnt spare a thought for you at all. thanks for being by my side, but i dunno when am i gonna go crazy again.
=))
Friday, July 20, 2007
friday.
i was late for school. it's racial harmony day, everyone was well dress.
i'm very forgetfully, but this time round i'm way out of line.
i actually lefted my hp underneath my table, i only realise it when i reach hm. quickly phone kc up and he rushed to the sch ot retreived my phone back. THANKS GOD AND THANKS HIM!
meet up with him and we're off to orchard to met elaine, mz, dajie and mk.
scream in shock in the ladies when dajie arrived without hinting me!
kc and mk wore the same shirt. seriously, i didnt know mk has it.
anyway! me and dajie come from the same planet, that's the only conclusion i can make.
saw wanzhen at far east when one girl trip and fall out the stairs. SO MALU! me and dajie turn the other round and laugh, (so nasty)
then the same things happens to me at GAP, luckily kc was quick lah, if not....
he kept laughing at me lah! retribution he said.
alicia and mango tea arrived. and we went to food republic for lunch.
on and on and on! its time for us to go hm.
dajie and mk left at ad.
guess its time for me to stop being keeping things, pour our some to kc.
tell him that i'm fine and he dun have to worry abt me.
aunt came! she make jelly for us. so damn nice lah. but she said" haiyo! how come you so fat now" you cannot eat jelly liao lah!
what a wet blacket! anyway she introduced us to a fine buffet resturant at novena. its 40++ per person (SIAO AR! SO EX)
meeting kc today for movie, elaine and eechong is coming along!
i wanna force him to watch no vacancy!
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
guess it's time for me to put a stop to all my small girl's wildness.
though many things does happened,
but i do cherish her, the same old thing happens all the time.
i'm not angry neither am i slipping away from you.
lets use our ancient method to solve it, SPEAK UP.
someone has to make the move, this time i took the first step.
she's always the one making the initial moves.
"are you happy?" mum asked me ytd when i told her what happened between me and my best friend.
my heart is really bleeding, i had no idea what had taken over me, but whenever somethings happened, i'll push it aside, refused to open up to anyone.
i grew tired, there's so much i want to make the tears flow. but there's nothing in the end.
i know there's more to face, i want to learn to grow up.
today, simply took the courage, walk towards her and talk to her.
she cried, it really pains me. i didnt know just a simple hug, can resolve everything.
thinking back, why am i behaving like that. why am i so heartless.
i don't want to apologize, the same thing will happen, but this time round, i want to learn how to face and solve the problem.
you need time to change, i need time to learn how to take initiative.
it's hard for me say what i feel,
it's like a door without knot, locker without keys, flower without buds(HAHA!)
i know sometimes, regarding certain things and conflict, i have to take immediate actions.
weather or not, it depends on me. but i simply turn a blind eyes on it.
i'm tired... really really tired.
The journey is long, i cant afford to rest.
Monday, July 16, 2007
i smiled
that's what he scolded me
"don't make me call you a mother fucker,
bitch, you can fucking go to hell, why don't you just fucked off"
he throw all those words into my face, it's harsh.
i just laugh it off, it's bleeding so bad, i feel nothing at all.
maybe this is what inevitable really means,
when nothing can hurt you no more.
i'm calm those days...
my heart no longer beat like the crashing waves.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
the second day of the week.
how many days to o'lvl? i'hv got no idea.
everyone is feeling sad today.
yiling cried when doin a.math, get a shock out of my life.
but she refused to tell me, tears kept flowing down when she starts talking.
its reali sour somewhere in the heart to see her liktat.
during recess, talk to fadhil about his stuff. alright, he really love crystal.
his eyes got wet and red when he talk about what happened.
after that dajie, alicia come to class. talk about boobs! haha!
had a bad bad fought with sean. i feel sad abt it, cause his the one that makes me laugh.
liana sms me, OMG! i was so shock.
thought we would be chatting for a while but who knows. we exchange msges for almost an hour.
finally get to know this girl well,
after chatting, she realli surprises me. elaine is lucky.
went down to checkpoint to get my black skinny!
alter my black skinny and fleshimp collar tee.
daddy would be coming back tml. he still owns me a gift!
tml is my chinese oral
can someone pls give me some comments
should i buy a fox tank top (19 bucks)and DP spag (23bucks)
or should i just buy a future state ilky collar tee(49 bucks)
Monday, July 9, 2007
i'hv made the move.
actions speaks louder than words, i have to answer to my own behaviour and bad habits.
decided to shift my seat, i'm sitting next to viki now, don't wanna disrupt the rest from studying.
At the same time, trying my very best to concentration on what i'm weak in.
Cause in the end, i can blame no one but myself.
i'm laying out something crazy as i seat day-dreaming during history lesson.
however, once i impliment it.
no doubt about how adversly it would affect my life.
i'm running a life marathon now, currently for 17years, looking back at those scar that marks the importance of my life. Running side by side with me are all my friends. no one is waiting for anyone, no one is slowing down for anyone.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
hey everybody!
its bloggin time....
went shopping and movie with kc ytd.
he brought me a topshop shoe! thanks alot.
and dajie brought me a emphasis's slipper! i love it lots.
alicia and elaine brought me a clutch! i love it lots also.
today!
went down to cityhall to meet up with dajie, alicia, ph, wy and elaine.
after which we go our seperate ways.
the three of us make our way down to orchard!
snap pics as usual! cant help laughing wildly at alicia's face!
dajie pitch my fats. SO PAINFUL!
i felt as though i'm goin to die! its blue black now. thanks alot! haha!
the wantan mee is nice. but the pearl in the bubble tea...wapiang eh.
i dunno how to descride.
joke of the day!
miss boli....hahaha! i think that person noes who i'm refering too.
and the snowboarding queen who nv hit the highest record! i think that person noes who she is also!
hahaha!!!
thats abt it!
=))
btw the answer is => I LOVE MY SISTERS!
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
lets talk abt today...
tied my hair to sch today, i feel so uncomfortable!
i'm late for sch again.
recess with mk not around.
geri misses him loads, i loves the way she kick the cats
i loves my friends.
alicia is putting in effort in everything, i love the way she works today.
yiling is so patient, i likes the way she talks
puayhua and meizhen brought mi present.
fadhil almost cried, i like talking to sean.
naris is fun.
teacher neo desheng is a great teacher
mr toh kah chee is slipping away from me.
i wanna mit jeremy.
i miss daddy.
i heard words from my friend's mouth, i knew how he rate me.i saw the label he wrote about me,i know soon he will HATE me.
