Saturday, June 30, 2007
these two idiots!.......I JUST LOVES THEM
weather if you are blue or not, or if i am angry and dissapointed or not, no matter how often we fight, you're still my greatest sister.
he look so freaking scary with the curry puff in his mouth!
didnt blog for many days
but life was great so far, many things happened.
hey! now i loves goin to sch the most.
lesson was boring, but those bunch of dudes and sister were so fun.
always laugh and joke around with them in sch, during recess and after sch.
BTW! marina bay is a great place to emo!
Saturday, June 16, 2007
didnt blog those few days.
but many things happened, just a few days but it feels like months.
in the mist of recollection, it still left my heart shaken.
13/6/2007 12.45 - 1pm. the day, the moment to be imprint somewhere at the bottom of my heart, never erased. life is so fragile, treasure it.
talk to dad, he;s the only one who understand me, tell him how painful it is to kept thinking about it, but i didnt shed a single tears.
he's face, the way he behave were all craved inside me, played like a soundless tape inside my brain every single night.
Guess daddy is the only one who feel what i feel.
lets talk about ytd! it was great. dajie come to my house in the morning.
as usual, we crap and took pics.
just wanna say thanks to dajie! went off to meet ds, mk and yc.
as usual do craps in the train with yichong. brought the shoes for dajie's birthday, next would be for alicia. she said she wants the shorts from river island.i'll prepare for it!
set off to sch for bbq. its was fun lah. shiya was crapping and weijun just give me hell. had a long chat with crystal. erm...she's a miss perfectionist. she wants everything to be good in every aspect of life.
enjoy talking to her. played games and took pics. kc sent me home.
thank you very much!!
btw. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! gonna dine in siam kitchen today! yummy!
Monday, June 11, 2007
ok guys! this belt is realli cool right! it makes me fall from head over heel. but it cost a bomb, propably 70 bucks to 90bucks. however, one prices for one exchange of unique style.
alright! basically, did some research on levis and swatch analog watches. spotted one realli cool levis analog watches and 2 swatch watches. but dad said those watch are made to fool teenagers like us just to purchase it. those material and stuff just dun worth the prices they are selling.
what realli pissed me off was this sentense " you veri old-fashion eh, i dun even wanna take a second look over this watches" ARGH!!!
anyway, dig out my courage, apologize to that person, whom i angered. those few words were tongue burning .
going shopping with elaine soon, having wedding dinner tonight, bbq on sat. LOOKING FORWARDS
Sunday, June 10, 2007
ytd was a great day. woke up really early cause all the relative will be coming over for some sort of celebration.
uncle arrived first as he order roasted pig to be send to my house. while waiting, we kept talking and talking. this is the first time we had such a long conversation.
once the huge roasted pig arrived, he left as he gotta go pick his wife, andrew and austin up.
antoney and his fiance arrived. they did some chinese traditional stuff as they're tie-ing the knot on tuesday. while the celebration began, andrew hand me a DC. so i recorded the whole process. its was fun lah.
after that, sat down and kept talking to andrew, he kept telling all kinda indie rock stuff while i shared my hard rock and punk rock stuff with him. i'm not really into indie rock, but the band he introduced to me was great man! it's realli a nice band.
crap and joke with the rest of my cousin and soon after that they left.
heng ar!! they did the cleaning up before they left.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
ok. its crazy. the gathering was totally OUT OF CONTROL!
had emath tuition in the morning. me and cia tot the tuition starts at 8am but the 2 dumb dumb went vista point to have breakfast first.
ok. after the e.math tuition went home first,clean up the room, geri will be coming over first.
we chat, crap and laugh like hell as usual.
until elaine and alicia arrived. the crazy moment marks the start of all the crazy things we do.
watch THE L WORDS first. then we began to drink. no mercy but i didnt drink much compare to elaine. she's was totally crazy.
blast music, suddenly my room turns in to a pub.
around 7.30pm, geri left first. mum sent alicia home.
me and elaine was so drunk. i vomited twice and elaine slept in the toilet.
so drunk, she stayed over at my house. that girl is making hell lotsa noise when she sleeps.
woke up at 9am++ in the morning. i make tea for elaine cause she's having a realli bad headaches. she mix her wine with the 40% ++ alcohol. no wonder she's feeling so bad!
=))
Thursday, June 7, 2007
ELLIOT YAMI - WAIT FOR YOU(LYRICS)
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]
So why does your pride
make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy
(crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the sameI just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Chorus]
Baby I will wait for youCause
I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
quote "it all begin with a "hello" & ends with a "goodbye"
-NDS
its inspiring.
things that amelie loves to do-
watching at people's expression in the cinema
cracking pies
skipping stones
figuring how must people were having organism
things that siewlin loves to do-
walking aimlessly
long bus journey(168 858 960 161 961 27)
her mp3
emo( classroom, hut, changi airport, library, beaches)
keeping real quiet somedays.
both amelie and siewlin are weird. i see the other side of me in her.
we are both cowards, now and forever we will be.
what's wrong with that. god makes us and the world needs someone like us to make sure that those courage stood up from the rest.
maybe this is how heroes are make and why civilians were tied down to their fate.
recarnation after recarnation.from burning ashes to human beings.
Monday, June 4, 2007
second post of the day.
i feel like posting this flow, after i'hv read someone's blog.
its heartbreaking, i don't know if that person posting that blog have any idea how i'm feeling right now.
weather if its directed to me or any other things in that person's life.
it's heartbreaking, you got me right in the gap.
alright guys, i have no idea how u will rate my taste and the phone.
but i'm realli crazy about this phone, its all over me!
W660i is currently under "coming soon" label. but i'm gonna wait for this....if i have the patient.
lets talk about today. english lesson was a nightmare for me.
so after english, me alicia sean fadhil larris and nasri decided to skip the ss lesson and proceed on to our favourite hobby. hang around at vist point's kopitiam first. we're all like ah pek and ah ma sitting there watching chinese drama.
after which, nas and fad left and the four of us walk to cwp to catch "blades of glory". but before the show, i accompany larris to have his ears pierce. this guy nearly chicken out, kept asking the same old question over and over again
larris: is it painful or not?
me: no lah!! only after that then you'll feel the pain.
larris: LIAR! where got no pain one.
me: wa lao eh, just go in and pierce, once and for all.
larris: WAIT...let's take a look at the watches first
he had his ears pierce only after leaving numerous marker marks on his ears.
larris join us for movie but alicia didnt tag along cause she have to wait for her sister. i seriously wanna say its a shame.
both me and sean don't wanna leave her just like that.
especially sean who said " i kept asking her to come along eh"
the movie was so damn funny, every single part of it was funny. i laugh realli loud but not the loudest cause sean and larris drowned my voice.
after the movie, me , sean and larris went to take a look at hp. they kept talking and talking. soon, we went home.
reach home, got change and went out straight with sis to meet mum.
we had KFC for lunch. the new product " miso crunch".
OMG! they taste like crap, a waste of money!
alright! this is it!
Saturday, June 2, 2007
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess
I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your faceAnd I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am
saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am,
I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
FRIDAY~~
ok. i forget what happened in the morning.
recollection. we'hv doen some practical and i'm way behind time. didnt comple the practical on time. if that day was to be the exam day itself, i'm doom! meet dajie up after the practical. chit chat with her abt stuff.
went home. had a tiff with my sister. she's such an asshole, i don't wanna look at her face for another second. get change and off i went out alone.
took 168. i love this bus to BITS!
emo all the way, decided to alight at ikea. can anyone believe i do my shopping down there! i guess i'm the onli teenager down there.
carry the big yellow bag they provided to put my stuff in there. brought lotsa stuff and there's alot more i wanna buy.
the stuff in there kept staring at me as if i'm gonna steal some crap out of the f**king gigantic furniture store.
this is how i end my day. emo back home!
TODAY!
basically, i did nth today. one good news for me. daddy gonna buy me a new hp tml. he took my hp and left me with none.
so sorry guys, i cant reply or answer any of your messages.
sat drinking wine with that girl, she's always beside me but i seldom notice her until today.
everyone has a story to tell.nevertheless when it comes to her.
surprisingly, i held my liqour quite well today.
listen quietly when she tell her story. her eyes was watery but she kept fighting back tears.
surprisingly, i didnt cry with her. guess i'm left with no more tears.
thump's up for her. a small secret behind the back of our mind.
i'm so proud of you and so ashame of myself.
i'm gonna miss you when you're gone.
these two idiots!.......I JUST LOVES THEM
weather if you are blue or not, or if i am angry and dissapointed or not, no matter how often we fight, you're still my greatest sister.
he look so freaking scary with the curry puff in his mouth!
